Hi! This weekend was pretty okay! Thankfully my fever/aches/chills/blah didn't go beyond Friday. Saturday: I slept in, took a two-ish mile walk with my dog around the lake, got a massage, watched Trolls with my mom and sisters. Honestly Trolls was so heartwarming. I loved all the power of positivity stuff. My mom was like, "uhhhhh this is a little happy for my taste." The massage absolutely kicked my ass. I was in a sleepy, relaxed daze for, like, 2 hours afterward. I couldn't even drive all the way home. I stopped at a coffee shop on the way home and just sat and chilled for a bit. I ran into some friends and barely remember what we talked about. Being that relaxed is actually kind of scary! Lol.
TODAY! I was on a productivity bender. I went to yoga, filed my taxes, categorized all my 2017 spending in my banking app, caught up on some work stuff that I missed while I was sick on Friday, made cookies, cleaned my bathtub, did the dishes, and watched an episode of Black Mirror (the new American season produced by Netflix). SO OKAY. I am not trying to hustle for my worthiness. But considering that some days I can't even get out of bed. This was kind of a huge day for me. I'm starting to come up for air after a particularly long depression spiral..... and it feels huge. I know that I'm still a worthwhile human when I'm not super productive, but damn! It feels so good to get things done every so often. I am grateful for the highs and lows.
Pretty isolated weekend, besides seeing my family briefly. But you know. That's okay. I needed some alone time to recharge and GSD (get shit doneeeeee).