day 286

I haven't given up on daily blogging but it has been less of a priority lately. In early sobriety, it really helped me with accountability and just because I had sooooo mannnnyyy feeeeelings to process. I'm starting to feel a little more balanced and present and have had a little bit less to write about. I do like the discipline and daily practice, so I'm trying to repriotize a bit.

Overall feeling pretty good. Went to a show tonight and really enjoyed myself. It was my dog's first house show. He behaved himself masterfully. Lol. Honestly it was very cute.

I don't remember if I've shared this but I also stopped smoking weed in July and I feel like it's made a big impact on my ability to be present and focused. I'm really grateful for the gifts being sober has given me and I'm just trying to honor that and really be all in.

I also feel like not drinking provides so much extra time to do stuff. Like, simply the days feel longer. I wanna play more music, make fun collages, continue cooking and baking. Just stay present and enjoy and stay calm/not worried where I'm at compared to others.

​Ok I'm really sleepy byeee.