Got kind of irrationally angry today about something that wasn't that big of a deal. I was able to turn my day around pretty easily though. Just focus on what I can control. Roll with the punches.
After work, I watched tv, made some dinner, caught up on work, went for a walk, caught up on my blog.
I haven't smoked weed or ingested weed in any capacity for about a month now. Or maybe it'll be a month tomorrow. But I feel good about that and I think I'm going to keep on that path, at least for now. I want to really really focus on clarity. Being 100% there. I want to feel happy and sad and mad and scared and brave and I want it to all be real. I don't think I was escaping with weed but I can't think of any way it serves me. I don't think I was addicted to it – but I think that it's easy for me to turn down and I'm happy to continue to do so as I explore what it means to be 100% clear and to truly be present in my own life.