Refresh on blogging. Total sobriety is important to me. Some folks can smoke weed and it doesn’t affect their relationship with alcohol but I’m going for 100% abstinence baby.
Honestly I feel like I’m healing and processing everything AGAIN. Ditching alcohol was the first round of healing and ditching weed has brought on another batch of feelings. My coping skills and the items in my self soothing tool kit are evolving. I’m just doing the best I can today. Cried so much in a meeting and then chatted with another sober woman. She made me laugh and feel seen and feel less alone.
Grateful for this life and this chance to grow and heal.